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Spiritual Strength--------I just wanted to say "you guys" I am so proud of you and you have "ALL" been such a big inspiration to me! This last winter I had let a lot of things get me down! I pulled inwards. I knew as a child I did that, but I did not realize as an adult that I would be faced with the same problem. I am also compulsive, but you know I am learning to learn myself and to love myself, and also to have patience for myself because I am deserving of good things to come. I try to "keep going" and I know more than anyone almost that is a very hard thing to do. If we master our "OWN MINDS" WE can master almost anything! We need to pay attention to "OUR Spirits" cause it whispers to us, we can not neglect and forget the three combined as one. The mind, body, and spirit! Sometimes things can seem that they are overpowering but it is within us that we have the power to do these great things, we must believe in "OURSELVES"! Sometimes just survival can be enough and the situations that we are in and going through at that time of our lives! I remember a time in my life that I think I am ready to share a small bit of. I had ran my hand through a window. I am so lucky that I did not end up cutting my vein to my wrist. I told the father of the Orthodox Church that I did not know what I was doing. I was overwhelmed of course! My husband would tell me stuff that he probably shouldn't of I guess that was all my spirit could handle at the time separated with two small twin boys. The same ones above in this picture! The father(priest) looked at me kind of strangely he did not know what to make of it and what to say to me! He told me that during the summer more crimes are committed I guess, but he also told me about Saint Katherine, "you know" he said how she died. I kind of had an idea. He was scared to tell me details but he said she was tortured and because of "her faith". I thought okay father is trying to tell me something here. He was puzzled that I did not know or was aware at the time of what I punched, I guess I wasn't expecting it to break, but at the same time I needed a release, then things kind of go foggy and surreal as they say. I have said God use me if I can take away all the spiritual pain in the world, and let me go if I have to live with Compulsive Disorder. Maybe I knew before I came what I would be faced with, but I still came here into this world. Maybe I had my chance to leave when my mom when she carried me and fell down cement steps in Kalamata, Greece! Who knows what is just chance and just coincidence, if you believe that to be true. I have learned from life too few things fall by just coincidence, and that we all have that strength within us, sometimes we build crutches, sometimes for survival, or just to deal with things, but we all are stronger than what we give ourselves credit for. So, if we fall, is it okay? Yes, more than okay, normal, though normal what is each one of us "our normal" whole other story! We have that strength within us, cause God- this higher strength has ALREADY given it to us! Ekaterini-Kathy p.s. Please....you owe it to yourselves! "KEEP GOING!"
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1682 kcal
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Grasa: 68,51g | Prot: 97,89g | Carbh: 169,05g.
Desayuno: Omelet or scrambled egg. Almuerzo: Castleton Salisbury Steak (cafeteria kind-patties). Cena: Zen Garden Frozen Vegetables, baked turkey breast, Fit & Active Plain Monfat Yogurt (6oz. cherries Jubile yogurt), onion, bread, Castleton Salisbury Steak (cafeteria kind-patties). Pasa Bocas / Otros: Double Churn Light Rocky Road Ice Cream, snickers mini ice cream bar. más...
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