Doing well. Realizations came to me this evening I'm not too thrilled about like getting published. I may have to wait until I get an inheritance from my dad, which may be twenty years to self publish. I believe success is in my future but may be very late in life unfortunately. I contacted publishers recently to no avail. I am going to continue writing. I know many friends and older relatives may never live to see me published if it is many years from now, which seems probable. Anyway, I went out drinking last night. Enough of that. It is a complete waste of money, time, etc. and no one is out to meet anyone anymore like when I was young, they're all with friends and the women are too young for me anyway. Much-needed rain came this morning. I went shopping this evening. Almost all the deli meat was $10 a pound or more except maybe bologna. It is ridiculous and income is not going up to match food and everything else. I'm done venting. It's one of those nights, but I feel the need to write (in my novels later on), and that will take my mind of my problems, which don't matter in the long run - do they? Calorie Intake Friday July 9, 2010: 2305 - (wine, beer, etc.) Vocabulary word for Saturday July 10, 2010: miasma -noun- 1. an unpleasant or unhealthy vapor. 2. an oppressive or unpleasant atmosphere. --------- Origin is from the 17th Century from Greek.
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