A Lofty Goal, A new beginning
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So I was stupid, I had my eye on this jacket all week, I had the money for it but I kept putting it off until today when i was ready to order it and now it is gone in my size. So I did this daft thing.. I ordered it in the next size down which is really 2 sizes down because for some reason they give a jacket 2 sizes instead of one...I can't remember the last time I was 2 sizes down. I take that back. I can remember but I dont remember how much I weighed because it was during a time when I didn't weigh myself I just lost weight and eventually bought pants because i couldnt continue rolling the top of my jeans to make up for the weight loss. Soo...I am hoping it is something like around 50lbs I would need to lose to wear this jacket. maybe 60 (i know that is a lot even for a girl like me who should be losing at least double that). We will see when I get the jacket . For instance if I dont like it then I will return it and a new goal will appear.. but for now.. this is it. I'd like to wear this by new years but we will say my bday. which is a little time to a lot of time. both should be doable if I honestly try.
It is just the honestly trying I have issues with. I really like eating whatever whenever. And though I miss the gym, I don't miss getting whatever cold is floating around the gym (somehow I manage to get sick there, and I am pretty much a germaphobe not as bad as Howie but i'm bad).
Also my parents opening up a new sports nutrition store next month, they are giving me all this product that I normally wouldnt try otherwise because I am not a suppliment girl.. at least so far or more if I can give it a go on my own I will.. but they want test subjects.
Anyways. I will take a photo of what it looks like when I recieve it, if I decide to keep it.
Words are good.
I think I am going to call this the emerald jacket experiment.
And I am sharing it here because.. it will encourage me to keep with it. I hope.