Diario de frankie_bug, 13 mar. 20

So, my appointment, which should have been early Feb, is now mid-april and likely to be changed again because of corvid-19. At which point I won't have enough between the appointment and my 35th birthday to jump through all the hoops and work my way up the waiting list. So, if I don't get seen in April, we've pretty much decided there's no point in going forward, we'd just be tying up appointments that would be better given to someone with a chance of actually getting treatment. I'm not dealing well with the idea of saying goodbye to my last chance of being a mother. Coming on top of the stress I'm already dealing with this has sent me into a depressed and anxious mess. So I'm writing off this weekend. Balls to whatever weight I put on, seeing as it isn't at all likely to matter anymore, and I'll see if I can drag myself out of this funk next week