Diario de GlennM, 08 dic. 08

Doing well, my computer is still messed up. I'm feeling good about being able to get to 180 or 185 for my height. It'll be thin but it'll be healthy for me. My computer will hopefully be fixed completely by Wednesday evening. I have to go through the 'my computer' icon to get on. Then sometimes it just shuts off so I've been staying off of it most of the time and a lot of the sites I can't even get on. I passed on a holiday party. I would've just overate, there may be one for work too. I won't go to that one either, I have no one to go with at work so it would be difficult finding someone to sit with. I have my sister's house to go to Christmas Eve so I will eat there and so overeating and gaining lots of weight isn't going to be an issue where I have too many excuses for gaining instead of losing. Went out with a relative the other evening. The person just ate and ate tons of sugary carbs. Needless to say the person is now at their highest lifetime weight and is borderline obese. I kept getting offered the food in the car and passed. Only on special holidays do I eat sweets. I'm not depriving myself - I'm empowering myself. I've been getting lots of writing done and other things. Next week I'll be getting stuff for my apartment. Or later this week -- have a good week everyone.. glenn