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I ordered a bathing suit online from Macy's today. Its a snazzy little one piece, black with a rouched (sp?) middle and a bandeau twisted top, its super cute.
I am at a point right now where i'm going to try to continue to improve my fitness level, and continue to eat healthy, but i have accepted my body the way it is.
I am by no means 'fat'. I have a flabby stomach thanks to putting on too much weight while pregnant, and although i know with hours at the gym and a super clean diet i could lose this stubborn flab, i dont really want to. Yes, i would like to be rid of the flab, but i dont want to work that much. Thats just never been me. I will never be the type to eat nothing but veggies and chicken breast and work out 6 days a week. What I'm doing now is something i know i can sustaine for the rest of my life, so if this is as far as it gets me, so be it. If i can stay at 135 or less for the rest of my life, i will be happy.
I am re-orienting my goal. I have a pair of size 8 shorts that i bought from American Eagle last summer that i havent been able to fit into yet (even tho i have a pair of size 6 that fit perfectly), so my goal, regardless of weight is to fit into those damn shorts. Its far too late to take them back and i cant just leave them to hang in my closet for the rest of eternity.
oh yea... Happy Friday!!
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