Diario de lyndachamplin, 05 may. 23

I an dealing with anxiety and depression. arthritis in back and both knees. In Pain most of the time. Now having to become somewhat of a caregiver,
to my hubby- he is 81. He had open heart surgery last year. He also has a bad back plus several issues that go with getting old. So he has problems walking. I am 75 and no spring chicken. We only get our for doctor appointments, grocery shopping and lab tests. I have not been able to travel to PA t visit m family since 2020. They visit us once or twice a year. So homesick. I have lost my joy of painting . I worry about the roof leaking ( has a hole- did get insurance money but n 1/2 the amount needed to replace it) Hubs doesn't seem to worry about it. Tried to get a homeowners loan- but no go. My credit cards are maxed out getting postop things for when he came home and to buy groceries and meds. Now I am taking one day at a time. I am babbling --- sorry. Thanks for listening.