Diario de Shrinking Sonya, 26 ago. 09

Today's my "official" weigh-in day with my family. I think everybody decided to go with the screw-the-diet plan after Papaw died and we had TWO church dinners. Everybody but ME that is. I tried so hard to eat the healthiest things available at those things. The hard thing is, I don't know if the cup of green beans I ate are just fresh green beans, or if they're fresh green beans that got cooked with a slab of fat lol. I did stay away from all biscuits, yeast rolls, garlic toast, etc. I made breakfast for my hubby and stepkids last night for dinner. I made really beautiful biscuits and pancakes and eggs and sausage and turkey bacon. So what did I eat? About a cup of scrambled eggs and a few slices of turkey bacon. YES! Maybe I do have some willpower deep down inside somewhere lol. I'm so stinkin' nervous about weighing in today because when I weighed at home this morning it said I'm about 2 lbs heavier than I was over the weekend. I didn't overdo it! I mean, I had some raisinets yesterday but still managed to remain in my calorie range. I can't think of any other reason why I'd be up. I walked 3 miles the morning of the funeral for Heaven's sakes. And 2 last night. Oh well... I hate how that scale controls my emotions haha. I'm really hoping for 323. That will be my 20 lb loss mark.. and it will feel great!