Diario de RubyRedSox, 28 ago. 11

It feels so good in the midst of our lives when we need someone to give a damn and someone does. Thank you my friends:)

My daughter said the Dr changed their plans and now will be checking the level of my daughter's (Tia) amniotic fluid tomorrow instead of today. Meanwhile I did get a hold of my son finally but he already has plans as in; he has reservations and other people are involved this week so he can't come get me until the 5th or 6th of September at the earliest. So if Lilly is born early, I'm just shit outta luck and so's my daughter.

If I actually had money I could pay for gas and someone would take me. I truly hate being broke all the time. As it is, I'll have to board my pup to the tune of 11.50 a day so about 2 weeks there is about 160$. Obviously, I'll have to arrange payments but at least I'll get to spend at least SOME time with my daughter and help her as much as I'm able.

Tia said she's retaining water (not surprising) and getting her pain down is challenging for the medical staff. They let her pain go far too long when she was admitted and she's paying for it and so is her blood pressure. She truly sounds like death warmed over on the phone and hearing the tears in her voice I admit, is hard to take. She can't pay her next car payment. She had to sell all her gold jewelry(which wasn't much) and returned her vitamixer (she saved years for) to pay the electric bill. I paid her phone bill as she can't be without a phone especially now. She feels so bad about that. I'm just glad I could do it.

Meanwhile there is so much happening with the hurricane and storms... People here have lost friends and family here... So many mixed feelings..

Anyway, I need to focus positive energy into this as feeling defeated is getting me nowhere. I have some meditative music to put on and I'll light my candle and ..wait.

Safety and best wishes to all!
Thank you for reading my ramblings. You are the best!

Love ♥

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