Good morning 911-
Been up since 3:30 am..can't sleep and I admit admit I didn't sleep well so my mind is very foggy this morning. I talked to my daughter yesterday evening at 6:30 and she hadn't even dilated to a 2 yet and was miserable and she's been in the hospital since Friday about 11:30 am! The doctor finally agreed to a c-section if that's what she wanted so she's scheduled at 6 am this morning.
She asked me what to do and I advised the operation BUT told her she needed to think about it and make her own decision. She has been on medication that may delay her healing. Quite honestly, I told her that laying there that long if it goes too long they'll have to take the baby anyway. She's already so tired I don't know how she'd manage delivery anyway. She's been vomiting on and off due to the medications but since they stopped giving the magnesium to her her migraine finally abated so she can think much better. She said that with the operation, she'll need me to stay longer (she sounded so worried) and I told her not to worry. I was planning 2-3 weeks minimum anyway:) By then, hopefully, I'll have a place to move to.
Meanwhile, I'm trying to get organized but my mind is so scattered, racing here and there. I'm feeling disoriented right now. I really need to calm myself and focus. My biggest worry now is can I handle these new demands I'll be soon undertaking. I have so little patience because of my constant pain. I have to pace myself all the time or I get overtired very quickly. Here at home alone it's not hard to do. Eh.. I really need to stop worrying about that. I'm feeling tired and achy and my back is bothering me but I'm sure I'll improve as the day goes on. Think positive!! I'm going to need a lot of strength for this little venture though (smiles)
Meanwhile, I salute all the 911 victims, which really is everyone to a degree as we've all been touched by this. Though the ones that were there, it's really hard to digest. I believe this day stands for strength and rebirth at least for our tiny little family and for each birthday Lilly has, we will always remember..the hope and for this, I'm very thankful:)
Thank you for reading my morning ramblings. I hope you all have a very blessed day!
Salute! Love ♥Ruby
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Dear Ruby, it has to be hard as your not yet there with Tia..and I am so glad she will have a C-section even though it will take her longer to get over it..but like you said she has been laying there for so long and this baby needs to be born....Are you moving closer to Tia???
That would be nice as you could visit more often..Try to stay calm if you can...I know its hard but you need to be able to think...Sending Prayers and love and lots a {{{{{HUGS}}}}}....Bren ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
11 sep. 11 por el miembro: BHA
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Thank you Bren and you're right. I need to stay calm. Sometimes easier said than done but after Lilly is born, I'm sure I'll feel better and I'll be there Tuesday evening before they should get home from the hospital. And,,oh yeah. My son is looking for someplace I can move to that'll be closer than where I am now. Right now I'm almost 6 hours away and never see anyone more than once a year (if that). All my kids are in the Seattle area. No family here at all since my mom passed last year so I'm just elated about this prospect!
11 sep. 11 por el miembro: RubyRedSox
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Oooh Ruby, I am soo happy for you to move closer to your family..you need that... all my family is at least 3 1/2 hours away so thats not so bad...but you need to be close to your Lilly so you can watch her grow up...I just know she will help in the way you feel...nothing like a new wee one to make you forget your troubles...take care girl...your in my thoughts....Bren
11 sep. 11 por el miembro: BHA
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Ruby, Good luck with everything. You and your daughter are in my prayers. Please update when you can.
11 sep. 11 por el miembro: Helewis
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