Diario de MJ's mom, 11 dic. 07

Well I just cheated for about the first time today. Im still proud though cause I cheated in moderation. LOL. If this was a week ago I would of had no problem eating the entire container. My boyfriend made a very fatting and delious bean dip for himself last night with taco chips. I resisted last night but this afternoon I ate 3 or 4 tbsp with 4 chips. Really I could of eaten the whole thing it was so good. Ow well. I guess Ill just have to jump right back on the band wagon. Ill count it as something in my daily allotment so I dont keep going over calories. Maybe a protien???? Its made of refried beans and cheese... Hmmmm. Ow well. Hopefully I resist a little better next time. I never cheat when someone else is around me cause I want to be sucessful so bad.