Diario de Ceebee, 16 abr. 10

Well tomorrow is the big day. Hoping for a loss.. kinda nervous. It is silly I feel like I have so much riding on it.. because the reality is I have the rest of my life. I am doing really well. I have lost a lot of weight. More importantly (for me) I have kept it off for more than a month or 3. There is a huge disconnect between my emotional and logical sides of weight loss. Logically I know that if I keep doing what I am doing the weight will come off and if you have a bad week no big deal there is next week and the week after.. blah blah blah.. but emotionally I am like an addict... "come on baby.. I need this" but really quiet and to myself.. so when I step on the scale and the numbers are lower.. omg the rush. But when I step on the scale and the numbers are not... gahh. Anywhoo stupid scale... I should just get rid of it... omg no it is my prized love.. :) Chubby and crazy what a combo.. lol. Have a good day everyone!

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1133 kcal

Grasa: 37,01g | Prot: 79,36g | Carbh: 114,43g.   Desayuno: krispy saltine cracker, chili. Almuerzo: mushrooms, chicken garlic sausage. Cena: fat free sour cream, carb balance tortillas , taco meat and refried beans. Pasa Bocas / Otros: crystal light. más...