Diario de lotus2009, 12 dic. 10

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He is saying he can love me in a 'different capacity' and I can be his best friend if I want.He will be always there for me,just not as 'my man'.He is ready to give me everything except 'his emotions and intimacy' ...He says I'm a very good woman just not good for his life and he doesn't want me as 'his woman'.I feel so bad...He didn't pick my call yesterday because he was with his ex (to whom he moved from me).He wrote me an angry mail saying he doesn't want even to talk to me cause I wrecked his evening with my calls...I'm so upset.Feels like the lights of my life are going off one by one and I'm slowly sinking into darkness...Yesterday we were operating on a young man with extensive cancer colon,he wont live long.He has a loving wife and a baby daughter.I don't understand why him?Why not me?I don't have anyone or anything to look forward in life anyway and he has so many things to live for...I'm writing all depressing things but deep inside me I somehow feel my man will come back to me today or tomorrow...I keep praying to Almighty,cause this is the only thing I can do...Please pray for me.Please.

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I will pray for you. Hang in there as we all need you here. Take care of YOU. Bren

11 dic. 10 por el miembro: BHA

Anita, I am so sorry that you had to go through that. If that's how he feels, then he sure doesn't deserve your love. There are others out there that would love to be loved by you. I will pray for you my dear. You hang in there. He isn't the right one for you if he said those things to you. There is a reason why God didn't want you and hime to be together. You may not understany why now, but you will in time. Have faith and continue to pray as I will too. Take care and be safe.:)

11 dic. 10 por el miembro: LauPug1

I have always loved the saying "when god closes a door, somewhere he opens a window". It's true. The way you feel now is not how you will feel a year from now. Give in to your emotions, cry, be angry, and eventually you will move on. There is someone out there who will love you and be good to you. But you have to love yourself. Concentrate on taking care of you. You have a bright future to look forward to. You can follow your dreams, it just may not include you ex. Give it time. I have dealt with the same thing and now I am married with two kids. Take care!

11 dic. 10 por el miembro: Suzi161

Everyone is saying I should move on.But I love him so much and want to be with him forever.I don't want to move on and find 'someone else' who will love me.I want only him.Please pray that he comes back to me.Thank you for your comments.

11 dic. 10 por el miembro: lotus2009


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