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He called me today twice then we chat for some little time.Then I started my 'I'm hurting/Come back to me'etc.He said,'Don't claim me,I'm engaged.I'm not a free man anymore.' Then we spoke some more and I said,'But there is a chance that you might have intimate feelings for me again?'He said,'We'll see.'I said,'Ok'...He said,'But that will depend on if you shut up or continue whining and riling.'Then we were speaking about the business we plan to set up.If he really wanted to go to that woman,I don't think he would want to do things here with me.I feel a bit positive.Somehow I feel he is trying to punish me for my clingy and needy behaviour and will back to me very soon.Sooner than I can Imagine.I should be calm and stay patient.If he didn't want me or didn't miss me,he wont call me.He surely does.I feel like God is working for my prayer and though we r facing a rough patch,things will be good in between us again.And he will come back by his free will.God loves me,I'm at His care.He will bring back the love of my life...Please pray for me.
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Oh Lotus, I thought about you often yesterday and what you were going through. I will continue to pray for you, your well being and for inner peace for you. I know by your writting, that you seem to be willing to sacrifice yourself, for this man. I pray that you can see that he is not good for you, that he is toxic for you. The things he says, are hurtful, demeaning, and it seems like he may be enjoying stringing you along, some perverse joy out of your pain. Please forgive me, as I am sure this is not what you wanted to hear...my thoughts and prayers are only for your well being...It saddens my heart to see someone, so beautiful, with so much obvious and unconditional love feel beholden to someone who does not appear worthy of such wonderful gifts...I will pray that you find peace. Lotus, please focus on you. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
12 dic. 10 por el miembro: Raven46
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"Women Who Love Too Much", by Author Robin Norwood. Lotus, if I could give you a book to read it would be this one. This book is an excellent read as it will help you work through this hurt. I know you can get this through Amazon. I wish my friend Carla was more active online here as she said this book really helped her through a rough period and enlightened her to heal her heart. With Love, Lisa, Towanda!!!!!!!!!
12 dic. 10 por el miembro: Lisa Online
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