Diario de lotus2009, 13 dic. 10

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I was meditating today...I was sitting by the side of a stream in woods.It had crystal clear water and small pebbles.Then I entered a garden...I saw Jesus...He was beautiful and wearing white clothes.I sat by his side and he put his hand round my shoulder.Then we walked in the garden.He took me to a pond with flowers and I was seeing my future in the water reflection...He was sitting a bit away from me when I was seeing my future...Then I came to him and sat by his side.I took his hand and saw mark of crucification and it hurt my heart...He was so calm and assuring.He told me my man will come back to me.I saw my future with my man and that I'm having a baby boy with him...I was so happy then.But I came back to real world...And its so dark and gloomy again.My man called me and was saying if I wont stop my emotional whining he will cut me out all together,he is available to me as a friend and business partner only...He said,its his last warning and if I don't listen he will vanish and I will end up calling dead numbers... I feel so upset.I want him so much and want the life I saw in flower pond...Please pray that he comes back...Please pray for me.

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Best wishes to you lotus. Remember that you can be strong. If you are still socializing with this man he still cares. But you MUST get a grip on things and let him go. You seem like a wonderful person but must let him have some space. He may come back to you in time. I had a spiritual-type experience around 1988 or 1989. I saw a being from almost another dimension it seemed. It had glowing white light around it in the shape of a tall man. I was shocked by it but uplifted and I realized there is more to everything we can see all of the time, that there are higher beings than us and that there is an afterlife too that exists for us all. Anyway, don't be too clingy right now and give him some space. It's difficult to do but you need to act more adult and mature and maybe he will return, but give him good reason don't keep bothering him right now. Many men are afraid of commitment and if one is too clingy about it things may backfire. Focus on school and other things - time changes things - you will see...

13 dic. 10 por el miembro: GlennM

Thank you very much for reply Glenn.I should follow your advise,cause its the only way I may keep my communication way open with him...I really love him and whatever he calls me (friend or whatever) deep inside my heart he is and always will be my man.I will be silent for now about love,emotions and pain...I believe he surely will come back.God will bring him back to my love,I have a strong positive feeling about it. Please pray for me.

13 dic. 10 por el miembro: lotus2009

Lotus, the thing to do is to pray for Jesus to hold you in His hands. He will be there for you, all you need to do is ask Him. He is the saviour....and those that come to Him in need of comfort will be comforted.

13 dic. 10 por el miembro: ctlss


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