I am irrationally angry this morning. Well, OK, it's rational. Ended things last night with the BF. He took it alright... initially. Then he called me this morning to say that he didn't want to be completely done and that I should still go down to see him this weekend. All weekend. To which I replied I wasn't comfortable with and that if he wanted me to visit I would come for a day and not stay over. Eight hour round trip (if I start at my parents) to do so. He pretty much shot down that idea.
This is one of the very few weekends off that he gets two days off in a row. How about coming to see me if it's that important?? Yeah, I wanted to go down there and have a rational, adult conversation but now I'm just angry. Mostly I'm angry because I did not sleep enough last night. I couldn't sleep for a while... probably 'til 1 and then Paul called at 5:30. Who does that?? You're trying to prove that you aren't selfish and want to see me but call at an hour that is most inconvenient. And he didn't even offer to try to meet half-way or something when I said I'd come visit. I tried to get him to come up to his mom's house (which is where my parents are as well). That would have given me a 2.5 hour drive and him a 4 hour drive. Not perfect but closer than nothing. Nope. "I don't want to drive 4 hours to stay at my mom's." You aren't looking at this correctly. You should want to drive 4 hours to see me if it's that important to you.
It's always been like this. Like I've said, he was mommy's little man. Youngest brother by enough of a margin to also give him only child syndrome. Just when he says he understands that he was taking me for granted, he does it again. And that is why our relationship is over.
Irrationally angry. Good thing I'm going to a Nonpoint concert tomorrow. :P
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Aún para ir: 2,3 kg.
Dieta seguida: Bien.
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1452 kcal
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Grasa: 36,55g | Prot: 97,58g | Carbh: 201,62g.
Desayuno: body fortress, milk, kellogg's all bran. Almuerzo: la tortilla factory multi, romain, miracle whip, cucumber, tomato, tuna. Cena: mac and cheese kraft. Pasa Bocas / Otros: TLC Cherry Dark Chocolate, peanuts. más...
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