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12 junio 2010

Peso:	Disminuído hasta ahora:	Aún para ir:	Dieta seguida:
89,4 kg	10,4 kg	19,1 kg	Bien

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07 junio 2010

I had a great weekend. I think my interview went well. He said that it was going to be a hard decision because he had three really strong candidates and I was one of them. Took my father-in-law out to eat Saturday evening for his birthday. I did well I think. Ate salad, cabbage, spinach, baked chicken, and ham. That evening we stopped at the VFW. I invited my sister-in-law and her family. Usually on Sat. evenings it is pretty dead there until late in the evening. They were packed and I couldn't believe the people that was there that I hardly ever see. I ran into an old friend that I havn't seen in years. My nephew suprised us and was in town. And many others. I felt kind of bad because I was having a hard time visiting with my sister-in-law and her family which is why we invited them. But then we started a shuffle board game and me and my neice won. Yeah! LOL Then me and DH left there and went to a little bar that is only about 2 miles from our house and I got to do some dancing. I felt really good that night too. I wore a new shirt that I bought. A large of all things. It was tight fitting but I think it actually looked good on me and I felt good wearing it. Then me and the hubby came home and sat outside all night. I really mean all night. We watched the sun come up!!! It was nice. We used to do that all of the time. I can't remember the last time we did that together. So yesterday I was pretty much a slug but that is okay because that was my plan for the day anyway. I feel pretty good today. Better than the funk I was in last week. Wishing us all a great week.

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05 junio 2010

I have a job interview this afternoon. I am really nervous. It sounds like a good job. I hate looking for a new job and going on interviews. I really, really like my current job. But the doctor keeps telling my husband that he needs to face the reality that he may very well have to go on disability and if he does we will not have insurance. They offer insurance where I work now but there is no way we could afford it. It would take about half my monthly salary and we are barely making it now with his short term disability (pretty large decrease in his usual pay) and I am working two jobs. It is ridiculous. I love my job, my boss, my coworkers. But I have to do this for my family. My husband has worked 6-7 days a week the majority of the 24 1/2 years we have been married and swing shift to boot. That is part of the reason he has so many health issues in the first place (doctors have said so). I just feel like I need to find another job with health benefits to take some of the pressure off of him. Then if he does go on disability we will have the coverage and if we are lucky enough that he is able to return to work he will be able to look for another less stressful job. Plus the pay is not all that great where I work either. But there are other benefits. I get alot of paid time off. Two weeks at Christmas, plus multiple other holidays, and vacation time. That is going to be hard to give up. And they have always been so awesome with me when my Mom was ill and passed away, everything that has happened with my hubby, and when I had to have surgery. You just don't have people that care like that anymore. And it is 10 minutes from my house. But it is okay. It was always convienent when my kids were little but they are both grown up now. And I don't have to care for my Mom anymore. I need to do this for myself and for my husband. It would be a double bonus if I got paid more money and maybe got to quit my Saturday job too. Wish me luck. From what I can tell so far it sounds like a pretty awesome job. But you never know until you get there and sometimes you never know until you actually start working somewhere. I'm not going to worry about that now. Today I just need to ace the interview. (My insides are queezy).

On another note we are taking my father-in-law out to eat tonight for his birthday. He wants to go to a buffet. The place we are going has good food. I think I'll be fine. They have a really good salad bar and usually have baked chicken and sometimes baked fish. I am eating mostly proteins throughout the day so I can I have more veggies tonight just in case there isn't much to choose from. I can't wait until tommorrow. I am hoping it will be a nothing day. I havn't had a day with absolutely nothing to do in I can't remember when. I plan on sleeping in and if anybody bothers me it might mean their life!!! LOL Then I am just going to take it easy and if I feel up to it I might, and I mean might, try to do some light house cleaning.

It is a little warm out today but there is a good breeze. I went for a walk this morning around the building about 3 times. Last night was wonderful. After I finished my yard work me and the hubby turned the stereo on and sat in the backyard for hours enjoying the night and the nice breeze. So relaxing. Hope everyone has a great weekend.

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04 junio 2010

Well the scales still show a 2 lb. gain today. But I'm not going to worry about it. Next week my goal is to work out more. I have really slacked off on that so I know that is not helping. It's okay though. I'll work through this somehow. I have decide my quote is "Taking it day by day, and sometimes minute by minute". That is all I can do. Things change everyday and often times by the minute. So I am going to face each obstacle one at a time when it hits me and not worry about what ifs.

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03 junio 2010

So Andrea reminded me that I havn't been very talkative this week. I know that is a shock to everyone. I have been here checking in on everybody just not chiming in much. I did a little last night. I was up late. Like Keli, I have been in kind of a funk. Been really tired and just... I don't know. I was really disappointed at the beginning of the week because I worked so hard to prepare food that I can have for the weekend and I was so proud of myself. Even my family was proud of me. To my shock they all loved my "Almost potato salad" (made just like potato salad but with cauliflower instead). It was all gone. Of course since we were camping it was hard to record everything I ate. When I got home on Monday I started entering in some of my food. I admit that I splurged a little on Sunday and ate about 1 1/2 cups of bean soup. My husband made it. He has like a 20 gallon cast iron kettle that he cooks it in and it is awesome. He made it at my daughters grad party and I stayed away but this weekend I thought "just a little won't hurt". I entered it in my food diary like I ate 1 1/2 cups of beans but that wasn't exactly acurate because it was soup so it was juicy so it wasn't 1 1/2 cups packed with beans. But oh was I shocked at the carb count. Ouch. Plus I did partake in some alcohol too. Then of course I had gained a few lbs. at the beginning of the week. I have already lost most of it so I am hoping that it was just water weight. I keep telling myself that just think how bad it could have been if I had not prepared as well as I did. It is just so frustrating sometimes knowing that you are working so hard and that such small little slip ups can screw with you so bad. It is very depressing. Then I tell myself "just think how much you would have lost by now if you hadn't had those slip ups and you keep losing and gaining back and forth the same 3 lbs." I told myself last night that I am going to keep eating this WOE and with everything going on with it being summer if I have a few drinks once in a while or have a little slip up then maybe I can at least maintain the weight I've lost so far and then when things slow down I can get back at it. That is not my goal. My goal is to start losing again but if I at least don't gain I will be content. I am not giving up. I can do this. I just get depressed sometimes when I think that I will have to live the rest of my life like this. I want to enjoy life. And sitting by the lake with my husband on a summer evening partaking in a couple of beers is enjoying life to me. It does bum me out sometimes to think that I can't eat certain foods but I miss my beer most of all. I know some of you are going to lecture me on that and how I should stay away from it, but I do enjoy it. I am not an alcoholic. I don't want to drink everyday but I do like to partake once in a while and especially in the summer be it while I am cooling off after mowing or doing yard work, or while camping, or just sitting with hubby in the back yard and relaxing. If I want a drink I usually drink rum or vodka but it is not the same thing. I'm a beer girl.

I am better today though than I have been. We had a celebration today at work. It is my bosses 3 year anniversary of being a breast cancer survivor. We do something for her each year. We had lunch (luckily we had salad and chicken salad. I avoided the fruit and dessert), decorated our break room in pink and fancy table clothes, pink roses, pink plates and each bought her a meaningful gift and read a scripture or prayer. And we all wore pink today for her. It was a nice lunch we and we all enjoyed each others company so much.

Okay, with this long post I think I have made up for not posting in a few days. It is a little all over the place but it helps to get it all out sometimes. I am fine. I am going to Zumba tonight. That will perk me up.

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