I'm a 33 yr old mother of two. Two and a half years ago I actually accomplished my goal weight of 140lbs and was excited and happy. Everything in my world fell into place after that. I met my true love, my family was complete and i found everything that i had been looking for. Then tragedy started to spiral and the weight came flying back uncontrolably. Now I look in the mirror and I see a monster and a failure. I hate the way I look and I don't even like going out in public. Now I'm on a mission to do what ever it takes to get my life back.